I think i've lost some little pieces of mind, if I dont have that, my puzzle in my mind will not perfect. I've lost almost all the things which  i proud of before. Now i'm nothing more than a looser. Such silly things. WAKE UP!! I have to realize that thing has changed. I guees i've got to bring back my puzzle, then make whole pieces become one unity and after all,,i'll get things which i proud of before